Ben allowed me to sleep
late the next morning. When I awoke he was sitting in the kitchen with my Mom
chatting while drinking coffee. I was surprised to discover Ben was washing my
clothes for me. When I commented on it he replied, "Get used to it
Darling, I'll be doing your chores and caring for you after your treatments
start. I don't want you doing anything, but focusing on getting well."
I thanked him and hugged him tightly. It was then that my cell
phone rang. I answered it when I saw it was my neurologist's office. He
informed me that he'd talked to the surgeon and managed to secure an
appointment for Tuesday afternoon. I thanked him and hung up. Unfortunately
that would be mean we'd have to get a flight for that evening or night. I told
Ben the situation and he told me not to worry about it, he'd take care of it.
He took his phone and disappeared from the room for a while.
I asked my Mom what she thought of Ben. "He seems like a
nice guy Annie, but don't you think your relationship is going a bit
fast?" She replied.
"What do you mean?"
"You barely know each other and he's already talking about
being together for life."
"Oh, I don't think he really means that. He's an actor
Mom, he's just being dramatic. He was really surprised to learn about my cancer
diagnosis and then when I said I had no one back home but my roommate who works
long hours...he's just really compassionate and doesn't want me to be alone.
Frankly, I don't want to go through this alone either."
"You could always come back home. There are doctors here
to treat you. I get lonely with your Father gone now."
"I know you do Mom, but I have a job in Tampa with health
insurance and can't afford to lose either. You can come out to visit as often
and for as long as you want. I thought you had your clubs, friends, and Aunt
Rita to keep you occupied?"
"I do Darling, but you're my only child, you're sick and
you need your Mother."
I hugged her tight as we both began to cry some. "I know
Mama, but cancer isn't something chicken soup and hot tea will help much. I'll
be fine and Ben will take care of me. I know it seems to be happening so
quickly, but I feel deeply connected to him and he loves me. I really believe
that."
"I hope he does Darling. I wish I could afford to move to
Tampa and be closer to you."
"You own this house and I know you couldn't afford another
mortgage on your retirement and Daddy's benefits. You'd get sick of apartments
quickly too; you always said you hated the idea of strangers being right on the
other side of your walls. Besides, it's too humid and rains too much in Florida
for your taste."
She chuckled slightly. "You know me too well, Annie."
"When the doctor schedules my surgery, I'll call you and
you can come out then and stay with us for a couple of weeks. Then afterward,
I'll Skype you a few times a week so you can actually see that I'm fine. Have
you learned to use that feature on your phone yet?"
"Oh, I've used it a few times. Your cousins showed me how;
I just hope I can remember what they did."
"Let me see your phone and I'll show you again. I'll even
write down instructions for you."
She got out her smartphone and I started showing her how to use
the Skype feature. Ben returned not long after we started and informed me we
had a five o'clock flight to Tampa. "It's about a five hour flight. Will
your roommate be able to pick us up at the airport or do I need to reserve a
car?"
"I'll call him and let him know, it shouldn't be a
problem."
I saw a strange expression flash across Ben's face that I
couldn't quite read. Was it jealousy? He composed himself quickly and replied,
"You never said your roommate is a man."
"I didn't? I could have sworn I mentioned Brad by name.
We've known each other since we were five years old. He, Kathy and I were inseparable
when we were kids. People used to jokingly call us 'The Three Musketeers.' He's
like a brother to me."
He smiled, but it seemed like a tight, controlled smile.
"Oh, he's one of those types of friends. I'm glad you have had someone
like that in your life. Of course, now you have me and I'm more than just your
friend."
I smiled and replied, "Yes indeed you are. I love you
Darling. I'm going to go call Brad now."
He kissed me quickly and said, "Don't be long Darling,
I'll miss you too much."
I laughed as I got up from my chair, "Oh Ben, it's just a
phone call, it won't take long."
I went off to the guest room so I could call Brad. He was at
work, but had some time to talk before a meeting. I told him about the doctor's
appointment the next day and the flight tonight. He assured me it would be no
problem to pick me up at the airport. I told him that I wouldn't be alone.
"Is Kathy coming down with you? I haven't seen her in
nearly three years!"
"No, she was supposed to have gone back home yesterday
evening. I texted her last night when we got to my Mom's house but she hasn't
responded yet. She met someone there and they partied together and stuff, so
she's probably sleeping it off today. I'm bringing home a guy.
He's...well...he's my boyfriend."
"Boyfriend?! Since when does Annie Babe have a new
boyfriend? I thought you weren't getting into relationships anymore?"
"We met at Comic-Con in Denver on Thursday and ended up
spending the whole convention together. He's a wonderful man and you'll like
him once you meet him."
Brad was silent for a few minutes. Finally I said,
"Please, Bradley, don't be mad at me."
"I'm not mad at you; this just seems kind of sudden. You
just met this guy and he's coming home with you. What's his name? What do you
know about him?"
"We spent a lot of time getting to know each other over
the weekend. If I tell you his name you have to swear to keep it to yourself.
You can't tell anyone."
"That's a little strange there Annie; even for you."
"Promise me to keep quiet Brad!"
"Yeah ok, I will. Why is he top secret?"
"His name is Benedict Cumberbatch."
I then heard this weird sound like he'd been drinking something
and suddenly sprayed it out. It was followed by some coughing as Brad moved the
phone away so he wouldn't deafen me by the noise. When he finally came back on
the line, he responded, in a somewhat strangled voice, "You're fucking
kidding me!?"
"If you really thought that you wouldn't have just sprayed
your latte across your desk. I hope you didn't get it on your computer screen
this time. You know I wouldn't make something like that up."
"HOLY SHIT ANNIE! You're bringing home Benedict fucking
Cumberbatch? The guy from Sherlock and Star Trek?!"
"Um, could you lower your voice please?"
"My office door is closed! I know you and Kathy went to
that convention because y'all have crushes on those guys and were hoping for
selfies. I didn't expect you to bring one of them home with you! What happened
to that guy that plays Loki? I thought he was the one that got you all hot and
bothered."
"I met Benedict first and...well...it just kind of
happened. I thought we'd just have dinner together that night and it would be
the end of it. I didn't expect to fall in love with him or him with me."
"In love!? After three days together!? Annie we've known
each other for thirty years and you're still not in love with me!"
I sighed. Here we go again. "Brad, you know how I feel
about you..."
He cut me off. "Yeah, I'm just your big brother." He
then let out a big dramatic sigh before continuing, "Annie are you sure
about this? He is an actor after
all."
"Yes I'm sure. You don't know him like I do. You haven't
even met him. Don't be so judgmental! He's a really nice man. You'll like
him."
Brad let out another big dramatic sigh before saying,
"Yeah, ok Annie, I'll give the guy a chance for your sake. I love you and
just want you to be happy. So I should be at the airport for half past ten
tonight?"
"Yes that should be fine. If there are delays I'll text
you."
"Ok sweetheart. I have to get to a meeting in ten minutes.
Take care of yourself Annie. Tell your Mom hello for me."
"Bradley, don't call me sweetheart. I'm not your
girl!"
He let out a half-chuckle sigh, "Oh Annie, you'll always
be the only girl for me. You should know that by now."
It was my turn to sigh dramatically; "Yes, Brad I do. You
remind me of that fact often."
We then said our good-byes and hung up. I had my back to the
door so I didn't realize it was open. I was startled to see Ben standing next
to the door frame when I turned around. "Is everything all right?" He
questioned.
"Yes, everything is fine, you just startled me. I didn't
hear you open the door."
"You were gone longer than I thought it should take to
make airport pickup arrangements so I wanted to make certain you are all
right."
I smiled, went to him and kissed his lips gently. "We were
just talking a little bit too; that's all."
"Ah, I see. So what fact does he remind you of
often?"
He had heard that? Was he outside the door, listening the whole
time? I opened my mouth with every intention of telling him the honest truth;
even I was shocked by what came out of my mouth: "Just that I don't slow
down and take care of myself often enough. He was just saying that he wished I
was going to get to relax for the rest of my vacation from work instead of
having to deal with doctors and possibly more tests."
"Oh...you will get more time to relax once I'm there to
help you. You just need someone to take care of you. Your illness will likely
force you to slow down some as well."
"Yes, all of that is very true."
I kissed his lips again and then moved to go out the door. He
took my hand and followed me back to the kitchen. I had no idea why I lied to
him. Why was I hiding how Brad feels about me? It was a one sided childhood
crush that he'd had for years. I didn't love him that way. He was like a
brother to me and I didn't want a romantic relationship with him. Besides, as
soon as we grew up and had college looming before us, he chose a university in
Florida and left me. It was true that he'd tried to get me to go with him, but
I was afraid of leaving home and going somewhere completely new. Trying new
things had made me uncomfortable when I was young; I'd become more adventurous
as I'd grown older. Despite our separation with only occasional visits, Brad
was still the first to open his home and his life to me when I desperately
needed someone.
I had suffered with headaches for over six months when my
doctor started prescribing Percocet to relieve it; nothing else worked. Every
few months, my prescription had to be strengthened until I was finally at the
highest dose he could prescribe to me. By then I was addicted because I took
more than I should have. I started going to other doctors around Albuquerque
and even further away to get prescriptions for Percocet or Vicodin. I never got
more than three or four prescriptions before they refused to give me more. It
stopped my headaches and made me feel so much better when I was on them. I
wasn't even aware of how stoned I often was. I also had friends who used
illegal drugs which I made the mistake of trying once. I went to work stoned
and my boss realized I was; he confronted me and I was so out of it that I
admitted it willingly. I was fired on the spot.
The same mutual friends who had brought Robert and me together
notified him of my addiction to painkillers; at least that was always what I
suspected, though no one admitted it. He contacted child protective services
and within forty-eight hours of losing my job, I'd lost my four year old son.
They turned my baby over to the father who'd abandoned him when he was a
newborn baby. The man who told me after two weeks of fatherhood, he couldn't
handle it and left us. He was now responsible for my son. I didn't know where
to go. Kathy was temporarily living with her Mom in a small apartment since she
had recently left a bad relationship. I couldn't go home to my parents; my Dad
was very sick and enough of a burden on my Mom. Although she never said
anything at the time, I was certain my Mother knew about my addiction. I was so
embarrassed to turn out to be such a disappointment to my parents. I ended up
with two weeks to get out of my apartment since I could no longer pay the rent.
Out of sheer desperation I had called Brad and told him what had happened. He
never once hesitated to take me in. He flew to Albuquerque the very next day,
rented a moving truck, loaded up all of my stuff and drove me to Tampa. We sold
all of my furniture since I had no use for it and wasn't that attached to it
anyway. He even helped me to find treatment to get over my addiction. I would
ask him often in the beginning why he was being so generous to me and he always
replied, "I love you Annie; time and distance has never changed
that."
I would tell him that I didn't love him that way. He would
shrug and say, "Maybe you'll change your mind someday."
I just didn't feel that way for him though and I could never
make him understand that.
Ben and I arrived back in the kitchen. Mom asked us if we'd
like to go out to lunch. I smiled, "Is it Don Julio's?"
"Of course! I would only take my daughter to her favorite
restaurant."
I laughed and hugged her. "Sure Mom, it sounds great! Let
us get ready first. I desperately need a shower."
"OK, you two get ready and I'll do the same."
She went off to her room to get changed and whatever else she
would do to make herself presentable, as she was fond of calling it. Ben asked
me what kind of restaurant we were going to. I replied, "It is southwest
Mexican type food. It's a local business that has been here since I was a kid.
It's always been my favorite place to eat out. We went at least once a
month when I was growing up. It is family owned still; I went to school with
the kids that grew up to take over the business. They have great food and even
better margaritas. You'll like it!"
"If it your favorite restaurant, I'm sure I'll love
it." He kissed me then.
I went off to get a shower while he went to the laundry room to
get clean clothes for me. By the time I got out of the shower, he had
everything neatly repacked in my suitcase. He then went to take a quick shower.
An hour later, we left the house with Mom to have lunch at my favorite local
restaurant.
We had a long leisurely lunch and spent plenty of time talking
about my childhood. Ben was eager to hear stories about me as a child and my
Mother was only too happy to share. Some of them I found rather embarrassing,
but Ben thought it was adorable.
Fortunately we had brought along our suitcases since it was
soon time to go to the airport if we were to get through airport security. We
all loaded back into my Mom's car and she drove us to the airport. She promised to return my rental car for me. She parked
at the curb and got out to kiss me good-bye while Ben got our bags out of the
trunk. After kissing my forehead she held me tightly as if she feared letting
go. I had to reassure her I would be fine and well taken care of. When she
finally let go, Ben promised to look after me and make certain I stayed in
touch as much as possible. He took my hand and led me into the airport, away
from my Mother. I could feel myself tear up as I allowed Ben to lead me through
the airport.
We made it through security and went off to wait in the VIP
lounge until our flight. Ben tried to carry on a conversation about our visit
with my Mom, but I eventually tuned him out; I wasn't in the mood for idle
chatter. I was despondent about leaving my Mom, my illness and so many fears
that were maniacally swirling around in my distraught mind. Ben finally picked
up on my melancholy mood, ceased his attempts at conversation and simply moved
closer to wrap his arms around me and hold me tightly against his warm body.
Our flight ended up being delayed by nearly an hour due to weather. I texted Brad
to tell him we would be late. He responded by telling me to text again when we
boarded so he'd have a better idea of when to be at the airport. I soon nodded
off, lying against Ben's chest until at last our flight was called.
I waited until the plane actually took off before I texted Brad
to tell him we were in the air. It would end up being nearly midnight by the
time we would get home. The flight was completely uneventful to the point that
I fell asleep again about an hour after takeoff and didn't wake up until twenty
minutes before we landed. It seemed like in no time at all we were off the plane
had our bags and were heading outside to meet Brad. Ben was grateful it was
late and not busy at the airport. He didn't want to draw attention to us. Brad
arrived not long after we were at the curb. He got out of his black BMW X5 to
open the back for our bags. He then gave me a quick hug and asked how I was
feeling.
"I'm fine, just tired," I replied before I proceeded
to introduce him to Ben.
They greeted each other and shook hands briefly, but they both
seemed to glare at the other with controlled resentment. I then moved to the
front passenger door to get in the vehicle. Ben got in behind me while Brad
walked around the back to the driver's side to get behind the wheel. No one
even attempted to make small talk, so the twenty minute drive to Brad's house
was filled with awkward silence. I was too tired to attempt to alleviate
anyone's fears about the other, so I just remained quiet.
We soon arrived home. Ben allowed Brad to get our bags out of
the back since it was his vehicle, but Ben grabbed them to follow me inside. It
was a rather nice two-story house with three large bedrooms and two bathrooms
all on the second floor. The first floor had a half-bath.
"If it's just the same to you two, I'm going on to bed. I
have to get up early in the morning for work," Brad stated upon entering
the house behind Ben. "I only have one guest room that Annie is currently
occupying. The third one I use for a sort of home office, but there is a sofa
in there that pulls out to make a bed."
"Thank you, but that won't be necessary. I'll be sleeping
with Annie," Ben replied curtly.
Brad just stared at him for a moment before replying, "Ah,
I see. I guess it's a good thing I went with the queen sized bed." He then
turned and went up the stairs to his own room.
I turned off the downstairs lights and went up as well; Ben
followed me to my room. After closing the door and putting down the bags, Ben
said, "I get the feeling your roommate doesn't like me."
I turned on the lamp beside my bed and was beginning to undress
to put on my pajamas. I snorted and responded, "I get the impression that
feeling is mutual."
Ben had been undressing as well so he was nearly naked when he
stopped, shrugged and gave me an innocent smile. "I don't really know him.
However, I sensed hostility from the moment that you introduced us. Is there
something about your relationship with him you're not telling me?"
I sighed and said, "He still has a bit of a crush on me
after all these years. I've made it clear to him that I'm not romantically
interested in him many times over the years. We've known each other for so long
I feel like he's my brother and it would be... awkward to say the least. You
have nothing to worry about Ben. I love you and only you."
He grinned and came over to kiss me. I was in nothing but my
panties and had every intention of putting on pajamas and going to bed when he
turned me toward the bed and backed me up to the edge of it. I pushed away from
him and said, "Not tonight Ben."
"Why not Darling? You slept so much on the plane that you
couldn't possibly be too tired. Is your head hurting again?"
"No I feel fine. I just think I would feel kind
of...well...strange having sex with you down the hall from Brad."
I climbed into bed wearing nothing but my panties while Ben
stood there staring incredulously at me. "I do not intend on going six months
or longer without making love to you," he finally responded.
"We don't have to do that. He leaves for work early in the
morning and is gone for most of the day. I work from home except for one,
sometimes two, days a week so I'll be here. We can do it when he's gone."
Ben turned off the lamp and got into bed next to me. I couldn't
be certain, but I thought he'd removed his underwear first. "We haven't
had sex since Sunday," he stated pointedly.
"I'm aware of that. What's your point?"
"My point is that I want you right now," he replied
before moving over me to kiss me lustily.
I soon pushed him back and said, "Ben, I said not
tonight."
I couldn't quite read the expression in his eyes because it was
so dark in the room. I didn't miss the callous quality in his voice when he
replied, "Am I your Master or not?"
"Oh, Ben, I'm not in the mood for sex games."
He quickly moved to grab my wrists and pin them to bed above my head while he moved to straddle me. He held my wrists in his left hand while his right hand moved to my waist where he managed to get my panties off. "It's not a game.
You're mine and I want sex. Now."
He then moved to position his left leg between mine and force
them apart while he shifted to holding each wrist in his hands. He settled between them and I soon felt him slide inside of me. He
began thrusting at a moderate pace. After a few seconds he said, "Come on
baby, you know you love the feeling of me inside of you."
I had been a bit frightened by the way he took me so forcefully
at first, but I couldn't help it; it did feel good. In a way, taking me that
way was kind of erotic. I shifted my legs and wrapped them around his waist. He
chuckled low and sexy before whispering in my ear, "That's my girl. I knew
you'd surrender to me. You can't resist having my big cock shoved up inside
your tight hole, now can you?"
"No, I can't," I muttered.
"That's my good girl," he cooed in my ear before he
began pumping into me faster.
It felt so amazing that it was getting harder to hold back my
moans of pleasure. He could tell by the subtle noises I was making that I was
trying desperately to restrain myself. He let go of my wrists then and lifted
himself up some to grab the cross bar at the top of my brass bed frame so he
could brace himself in such a manner that his penetration was even deeper. His
thrusting increased to a near frantic speed. I couldn't hold back anymore and
began to moan louder. My peak was getting closer and he began to coax me
saying, "Come for me baby. Come for your Master."
It wasn't long until I did come and so hard that it was almost
painful. I couldn't help screaming his name. He laughed then said, "That's
my good girl, coming so hard for her Master. Now it's my turn."
I then felt his arms under my back, lifting me up as he sat
back on his butt. He held me tightly to him as he continued to fuck me, at a
slightly slower pace. It seemed like several minutes passed before he finally
grabbed my ass and held my pelvis down on his groin while he unloaded into me
with a loud animalistic groan. He then slowed his movement and soon released me
as he collapsed back onto the bed. I lost my balance and tumbled on top of him.
He just held me close while his breathing slowed down. Finally, he kissed my
forehead and said, "That was the best we've had yet Darling."
I struggled slightly to sit up and move off of him. I turned
and laid my head down on my pillow. I was still breathing hard with my heart
racing; my pelvis was also still quivering from the intense orgasms I'd just
experienced. He shifted positions to lie down next to me and put his arm around
me. "Was it as good for you as it sounded, my love?"
I managed to say, "Yes, it was wonderful."
He sighed contentedly and pulled me close to his body. I could
tell that he fell asleep moments later. I was certain Brad had heard us making
love. As I began to slowly drift off, I wondered if that was Ben's intention
all along. Was he trying to make Brad jealous or just make it clear that he was
my lover? Before I could decide how I felt about the situation, I drifted off
into a deep sleep.
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